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Friday, 29 January 2010

We let all these moments pass us by


I thought of you and how you love this beauty,
And walking up the long beach all alone
I heard the waves breaking in measured thunder
As you and I once heard their monotone.

Around me were the echoing dunes, beyond me
The cold and sparkling silver of the sea,
We two will pass through death and ages lengthen
Before you hear that sound again with me.

Monday, 25 January 2010

I listen to money singing.



Modern capitalism organizing the reduction of all social life to a spectacle, cannot offer any other spectacle than that of our own alienation

Junk is the ultimate product. The ultimate merchandise. No sales talk necessary. The client will crawl through a sewer and beg to buy. The junk merchant does not sell his product to the consumer, he sells his consumer to the product. He does not improve and simplify his produc. He degrades and simplifies the client.

I feel Judas in the pistols and the pagers that come with all the powders

I've had kisses that make Judas seem sincere

Hey citrus, hey liquor
I love it when you touch each other
Hey whiskey, hey ginger
I come to you with rigid fingers
I see Judas in the hard eyes
of the boys who worked in the corners
I feel Jesus in the clumsiness of young and awkward lovers

Hey bar roommate tavern
I find hope in all the souls you gather
Hey citrus, hey liquor
I love it when we come together
I feel Jesus in the clumsiness of young and awkward lovers
I feel Judas in the long odds of the rackets on the corners
I feel jesus in the tenements of honest, nervous lovers
I feel Judas in the pistols and the pagers that come with all the powders

lost in fog and love and faith was fear
and I've had kisses that make Judas seem sincere
lost in fog and love and faith was fear
I've had kisses that make Judas seem sincere



It had to be Edward Hopper's NightHawks (1942)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6-EQzvn4BU

Thursday, 21 January 2010

The song remains the same

"If each man or woman could understand that every other human life is as full of sorrows, or joys, or base temptations, of heartaches and remorse as his own... how much kinder, how much gentler he would be"

There has never been anything false, about hope.

Wednesday, 20 January 2010

Because I love her more than she'll ever know


It is nearly a significant birthday of OH and I thought I'd try and go on little ramble down memory lane through some of the songs and memories from all the wonderful times I've had with her and to try and somehow impress upon her how much she means to me and how truly exceptional in every respect she is.

I shall begin the great journey with a song that brings back many good memories of the boat on which we became friends ( I make this sound so like a love story). This was back in the day when a certain child could make her cry at the sheer memory of her face and nu rave was yet to hit and she was just about getting over my hamster texts.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSuHrTfcikU

Not long after this we developped an entirely platonic(ish) fixation of these fellows. Made a forest all the better. On the way back I remember seeing the car crash and listening to the second of these links.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8OipmKFDeM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgzeqwhNTDk

For her roots and listening to it many a time together

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INgXzChwipY

It was I think that summer that we went to see these people live. This song still holds the same resonance as it did the first time and I know it does for OH.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M48vXo51IDI&feature=related

'On the back of a motorbike with your arms outstretched trying to take flight'

This takes me back to maths and physics and the perpetual note and planner writing. we were star pupils. the notes mostly involved beigals.fit singer, eh?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvA0UBesfbY

'I want school kids on buses singing your name'

Further along the road and still not being kind to gravity and voltage. Many a time spent talking about coffin joe the curiously child-like drummer. I reckon it was around this time that me and OH made some very unwise decisions about strangers and minis that proved to be well worth the leap of faith/stupidity

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLaEB0C-xVY

'We are silly we are silly we are silly but a bit fit'

Because I had to include someone for OH to perv on. It is also such a planner-lyrics song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xS4tBqvfPko

Still further on and an amazing, amazing night, so beautiful and exciting and wonderful. May there be many more. But ultimately it is this song I had to choose of all of them

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kCKob1YKOU

'Because I know today had been the most perfect day I've ever seen'

and now for a song which has been a favorite of us both and which hails the future, for me and OH and the great open road

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UjsXo9l6I8

Here has been just a snippet of some of my fondest memories of my time with OH, and stress on the snippet.

You're the kindest and bravest person I know and I'm privileged to know you.

wifey for lifey

as you would say 'stay beautiful'

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

Londonderry Air


Oh Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling
From glen to glen, and down the mountain side
The summer's gone, and all the roses falling
'Tis you, 'tis you must go and I must bide.
But come ye back when summer's in the meadow
Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow
'Tis I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so.

But when ye come, and all the flowers are dying
If I am dead, as dead I well may be
You'll come and find the place where I am lying
And kneel and say an "Ave" there for me.
And I shall hear, tho' soft you tread above me
And all my grave will warmer, sweeter be
For ye shall bend and tell me that you love me
And I shall sleep in peace until you come to me.

Monday, 18 January 2010

Great Artists Have No Country


Those long uneven lines
Standing as patiently
As if they were stretched outside
The Oval or Villa Park,
The crowns of hats, the sun
On moustached archaic faces
Grinning as if it were all
An August Bank Holiday lark;

And the shut shops, the bleached
Established names on the sunblinds,
The farthings and sovereigns,
And dark-clothed children at play
Called after kings and queens,
The tin advertisements
For cocoa and twist, and the pubs
Wide open all day--

And the countryside not caring:
The place names all hazed over
With flowering grasses, and fields
Shadowing Domesday lines
Under wheat's restless silence;
The differently-dressed servants
With tiny rooms in huge houses,
The dust behind limousines;

Never such innocence,
Never before or since,
As changed itself to past
Without a word--the men
Leaving the gardens tidy,
The thousands of marriages,
Lasting a little while longer:

Never such innocence again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJhCMnzh9vo

Saturday, 16 January 2010

there's more to life than they'd teach you at school

my all time favorite painting, by John Opie.


We think sometimes that poverty is only being hungry, naked and homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved and uncared for is the greatest poverty. We must start in our own homes to remedy this kind of poverty

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Open Flowers in the Windy Fields of this War Torn World


I have met them at close of day
Coming with vivid faces
From counter or desk among grey
Eighteenth-century houses.
I have passed with a nod of the head
Or polite meaningless words,
Or have lingered awhile and said
Polite meaningless words,
And thought before I had done
Of a mocking tale or a gibe
To please a companion
Around the fire at the club,
Being certain that they and I
But lived where motley is worn:
All changed, changed utterly:
A terrible beauty is born.

That woman's days were spent
In ignorant good-will,
Her nights in argument
Until her voice grew shrill.
What voice more sweet than hers
When, young and beautiful,
She rode to harriers?
This man had kept a school
And rode our winged horse;
This other his helper and friend
Was coming into his force;
He might have won fame in the end,
So sensitive his nature seemed,
So daring and sweet his thought.
This other man I had dreamed
A drunken, vainglorious lout.
He had done most bitter wrong
To some who are near to my heart,
Yet I number him in the song;
He, too, has resigned his part
In the casual comedy;
He, too, has been changed in his turn,
Transformed utterly:
A terrible beauty is born.

Hearts with one purpose alone
Through summer and winter seem
Enchanted to a stone
To trouble the living stream.
The horse that comes from the road,
The rider, the birds that range
From cloud to tumbling cloud,
Minute by minute they change;
A shadow of cloud on the stream
Changes minute by minute;
A horse-hoof slides on the brim,
And a horse plashes within it;
The long-legged moor-hens dive,
And hens to moor-cocks call;
Minute by minute they live:
The stone's in the midst of it all.

Too long a sacrifice
Can make a stone of the heart.
O when may it suffice?
That is Heaven's part, our part
To murmer name upon name,
As a mother names her child
When sleep at last has come
On limbs that had run wild.
What is it but nightfall?
No, no, not night but death;
Was it needless death after all?
For England may keep faith
For all that is done and said.
We know their dream; enough
To know they dreamed and are dead;
And what if excess of love
Bewildered them till they died?
I write it out in a verse--
MacDonagh and MacBride
And Connolly and Pearse
Now and in time to be,
Wherever green is worn,
Are changed, changed utterly:
A terrible beauty is born.

Saturday, 9 January 2010

I knew that you were thinking of him last night


That note you hold, narrowing and rising, shakes Like New Orleans reflected on the water, And in all ears appropriate falsehood wakes,  Building for some a legendary Quarter Of balconies, flower-baskets and quadrilles, Everyone making love and going shares—  Oh, play that thing! Mute glorious Storyvilles Others may license, grouping around their chairs Sporting-house girls like circus tigers (priced  Far above rubies) to pretend their fads, While scholars manqués nod around unnoticed Wrapped up in personnels like old plaids.  On me your voice falls as they say love should, Like an enormous yes.  My Crescent City Is where your speech alone is understood,  And greeted as the natural noise of good, Scattering long-haired grief and scored pity. 

Monday, 4 January 2010

Fuck it. I love you.


Do leathnaigh an ciach diachraach fám sheana-du'r
ar thaisteal na ndiabhal n-iasacha i bhfearann Choinn chughainn;
scamall ar ghriain iaarthair dár cheartas riócht Mumhan
fá deara dhom triall riamh ort, a Vailintín Brún.

Caiseal gan cliar, fiailteach ná macraí ar dtús
Is beanna-bhruig Bhriain ciarthuilte, 'mhadraíbh uísc,
Ealla gan triar triaithe de mhacaibh rí Mumhan
fá deara dhom triall riamh ort, a Vailintín Brún.

Dáistrigh fia an fialchruth do chleachtadh sí ar dtús
ó neadaigh an fiach iasachts i ndaingeanchoill Ruís
seachnaid iaisc griantsruth is caise caoin ckuín
fá deara dhom triall riamh ort, a Vailintín Brún.

Dairinis thiar, iarla níl aici én chlainn uír,
i Hambury, mo chiach iaaaarla na seachach sioch subhach-
seana-rosc liath ag dianghol fá cheachtar dípbh súd
fá deara dhom triall riamh ort, a Vailintín Brún.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfhrngJsago

Sunday, 3 January 2010

I've been so blind


  1. I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys.
  2. As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters.
  3. As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste.
  4. He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love.
  5. Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples: for I am sick of love.
  6. His left hand is under my head, and his right hand doth embrace me.
  7. I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the field, that ye stir not up, nor awake my love, till he please.
  8. The voice of my beloved! behold, he cometh leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills.
  9. My beloved is like a roe or a young hart: behold, he standeth behind our wall, he looketh forth at the windows, shewing himself through the lattice.
  10. My beloved spake, and said unto me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
  11. For, lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone;
  12. The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land;
  13. The fig tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grape give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
  14. O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely.
  15. Take us the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines: for our vines have tender grapes.
  16. My beloved is mine, and I am his: he feedeth among the lilies.
  17. Until the day break, and the shadows flee away, turn, my beloved, and be thou like a roe or a young hart upon the mountains of Bether.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5o8L-Or0O4